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2011-02-24T22:52:00.002+08:00

2011-02-24T22:32:00.002+08:00

hellllloooo world !!!!
i suppose to sleep early but i am still using my baby lappy~~ Oppsss~~

Taiwan, I am coming soooooonnnn.... wait for me....
my lovely baby teo make my dream come true....... allow me to see my future.......
thanks so much!!!!!

I wanted to continue study..... i wasted 5 years.... please let me have a chance to live again!!!!!
please let me see my future with flying colours....... can I?

I need a-lot of blessing.... a-lot of support~~

B.A.D-- 粗心

2010-12-12T03:25:00.000+08:00

2010-11-05T22:02:00.001+08:00

2010-10-30T18:33:00.000+08:00

2010-10-30T18:27:00.003+08:00

my blog is rotting like nobody business ~~
who's cares anyway??!! Nobody reading it anyway!!!

I am so sick that nobody know, nobody business except for my lovely baby teo, best boyfriend.. reach home at around 2am plus, just a call from me came all the way down to khatib just to buy me some bun~~ touch!!! Especially when he still need to work today =)) hao gan dong :)

A big hug from me, baby teo~~ muackx......

2010-09-24T23:47:00.002+08:00

2010-09-03T23:23:00.002+08:00

2010-08-18T23:20:00.003+08:00

我愿意为了你披上白纱衣

我愿意为了你走在红毯里

我愿为你唱出一首爱的恋曲

我愿为你造起一座爱的屋顶

为你挡风遮雨

聊天泡茶下棋

只愿今生有你

走在红毯里

披上白纱衣

你是我这一生中最美的约定

约了一起和你数星星

定了和你的每个天明

走在祝福里

钟声又响起

你是我这一生中最美的决定

说好把幸福全给你

未来每个日子里

我会更爱你

2010-08-08T16:25:00.001+08:00

2010-06-29T22:51:00.000+08:00

呜啦啦啦火车笛随着奔腾的马蹄
小妹妹吹着口琴夕阳下美了剪影
我用子弹写日记介绍完了风景
接下来换介绍我自己

我虽然是个牛仔在酒吧只点牛奶
为什么不喝啤酒因为啤酒伤身体
很多人不长眼睛嚣张都kao武器
赤手空拳就缩成蚂蚁

不用麻烦了不用麻烦了
不用麻烦不用麻烦了不用麻烦了
你们一起上我在赶时间
每天决斗观众都累了英雄也累了
不用麻烦了不用麻烦了
副歌不长你们有几个一起上好了
正义呼唤我美女需要我牛仔很忙的
周杰伦07最新专辑我很忙首播主打
作曲:周杰伦作词:黄俊郎
牛仔很忙(电台版)

我啦啦啦骑毛驴因为马跨不上去
洗澡都洗泡泡浴因为可以玩玩具
我有颗善良的心都只穿假牛皮
喔跌倒时尽量不压草皮

枪口它没长眼睛我曾经答应上帝
除非是万不得已我尽量射橡皮筋
老板先来杯奶昔要逃命前请你
顺便喂喂我那只小毛驴

不用麻烦了不用麻烦了

不用麻烦不用麻烦了不用麻烦了

你们一起上我在赶时间

每天决斗观众都累了英雄也累了

不用麻烦了不用麻烦了

副歌不长你们有几个一起上好了

正义呼唤我美女需要我牛仔很忙的

2010-05-19T20:35:00.002+08:00

i am in a super extremely bad mood.

Cos of family, colleague etc.

I just dont understand why!!!

after a tiring work day, went home immediately.
the moments i step into my home. My tears was like rolling down~~
my home was in a big mess. worse my room was messy like hell.
Thank to my mummy, got nothing better to do.
Take out everything in store-room then throw into my bed-room. Then some box, toiilet paper or whatever shit, rubbish, just happily throw aside in the living room. wth?

I really feel like crying. My home, my bed room was like in a rubbish room.

My colleague, well. I don't really wanted to say much but i realize not only colleague.

people around me tend to eat me up. I wanted to be nice. but yet i realize being nice always the loser person.

I don't expect much.

Can people around me auto a-bit. I am not rich people nor i wanted to be a petty person.

but when i wanted b nice to help or share around. You, people enjoy to pretend is what i should do, is i owe u kind. I am nice, u pretend that is what i should do. You alway the kind that is not good or kind but in other people eyes, you were like angel. i am devil.

wth. really no mood. don't know what i typing. Life is so reality & cruel.

2010-05-17T22:39:00.001+08:00

how i wish everyday got free starbuck drink :)

how i wish everyday got free koi milk tea please =)

2010-05-15T19:48:00.000+08:00

2010-05-15T19:38:00.004+08:00

it's numb already **

next week will be a super busy day for Miss OL **
Director is back from her maternity leave!!

a-lot of ongoing meeting coming 1 another~~ need to arrange lot of stuff, appointment**

wanted to studies but ... yet i think i am giving a-lot of excuse like no $, no time & blah blah**

i knew i being look down by this cruel reality & yet i cant change any fact~

give me some energy, some support, some brain,some power & some money please**~~

2010-05-05T20:33:00.002+08:00

stop it, can you? really very rude & childish**
fyi, i never visit yr blog any more, dont b thick skin** ( throw back the words SERENA TAN said )
i post my feeling in my own blog & facebook** do i need permission from u?
every1 can c from my blog, hu is the one who keep tag my say it box & scold me? open your eyes big big, look & yr blog, did i tag u after u scold me dog?

i know my full name is nicer than yours, MR BOH YONG SENG**
dont try to test me my temper **

as for money matters, it not your money, therefore u got no right to say anything, u dont feel the pain, hello, not 10cents, twenty cents ok~~ ask her she no shame to ask ppl lend her money & yet shame that she dont even want to return** haiix~~ remember ask her why she borrow money from me horx**

once again, u stop barking @ me, i will auto stop post anything abt u & that big mouth girl**

2010-05-02T19:28:00.003+08:00

too long never online after so many days,
just start to online ytd, heard bad news from this rude & childish guy

well, doesnt really matter that u scold me childish & bark like a dog~~

just stay away from my blog, facebook & of cos stop text me thr my shoutout box & message me just to scold me~~

please get a life, i know u got nothing better to do, just to message & scold me saying i am a dog~~

you are nobody to call my name, worse my full name~~

seriously i got no time to entertain u & that alway talk bad behind people small girl~~

for your information, trust her all you want dont need to inform me~~

hao xin mei hao bao **

used to lend this girl money to solve her problem & yet now back mouth me**

why childish people like to bad mouth?? haiix~~

2010-05-01T17:31:00.003+08:00

i will be alright ~~ i am ok~~

doesn't matter anymore~~

u doubt me, u scold me childish becos of outsider~~
i dont want to explain to create more misunderstanding =(

@ least i know who is the xiao ren behind my back :((

no point asking me out when u think i am a childish friend~~

人心 = evil

true friend suppose to be the one who go through thick & thin not the one who doubt u right?

2010-05-01T00:26:00.001+08:00

2010-04-10T15:29:00.001+08:00

避不了恋爱，那就避不了误解。
避不了误解，那就避不了争吵。
避不了争吵，那就避不了分手。
避得了分手，也避不了再争吵。所以，还是避不了误解。

明明爱对方，却被说不够爱。是误解。
明明不是那意思，却被解读成那意思。是误解。
明明手机刚好没电，却被说成故意关机。是误解。

零零总总的误解都是不白之寃。

你完全误解了我的本意。

2010-04-08T20:32:00.002+08:00

i didn't know i got loyal reader..

Miss OL is super busy~~

Office work with good salary was not easy@ all~~ STRESS~~

if u know me well~~ you will know where my current job location, what my position?

since 1st of April til now, i been working alone without my director around~~
as she having maternity leave~~

I don't know how i survive, how m i going to survive when director return?? oh no~~!!

i carry new born baby~~ baby teo jiejie de baby~~ cant imaging i dare to carry new born baby

haha~~cant wait to c him grow up~~ =))

I want my freedom, money, salary & my baby teo now~~

miss my baby teo, got money = no time
got time = no money =(

2010-04-03T04:13:00.002+08:00

2010-04-03T03:35:00.001+08:00

以前喜欢的, 现在不一定也喜欢 ~~

以前不喜欢的, 现在可能会喜欢**

2010-03-23T22:35:00.001+08:00

> Quite a cute one...
>
> Loving Wife
>
> A man breaks into a house to look for money and guns.
>
> Inside, he finds couple in bed.
> He orders the guy out of the bed and ties him to a chair.
> While tying the homeowner's wife to the bed the convict gets on top of her,
> kisses her neck, then gets up & goes into the bathroom.
>
> While he's in there, the husband whispers over to his wife:
> 'Listen, this guy is an escaped convict. Look at his clothes!
> He's probably spent a lot of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years.
>
> I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't r! esist, don't
> complain...do what ever he tells you.
> Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you.
> This guy is obviously very dangerous.
> If he gets angry, he'll kill us both.
> Be strong, honey. I love you!'
>
> His wife responds: 'He wasn't kissing my neck.
> He was whispering in my ear.
> He told me that he's gay, thinks you're cute, and asked if we had any
> lubricant.
> I told him it was in the bathroom.
> Be strong honey. I love you too.'

2010-03-16T01:05:00.001+08:00

2010-03-16T00:41:00.001+08:00

生日快乐

h@ppY birthday

to myself & candy ang =))

my beloved twins sister :))

16 march 1988 - a day when the princess is born**

2010-03-13T20:00:00.001+08:00

2010-03-13T19:46:00.002+08:00

HaPpY belated BirthDay to sOh lu xUaN - 19/02

生日快乐 Happy Birthday - B.A.B.Y IAN newborn baby boy - 07/03

祝你 : 生日快乐 aNg Pei yU - 13/03

Happy Birthday 生日快乐 - babY muMMY - 14/03

h@ppY birthday to CaNdY anG & myself =))))) - ( big daY - 16/03 )

生日快乐 in advance to RoYce LeOnG & aLviN LiU :))

17/03 & 19/03

2010-03-09T00:23:00.002+08:00

Lessons in Logic

If your father is a poor man,
it is your fate but,
if your father-in-law is a poor man,
it's your stupidity.

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I was born intelligent -
education ruined me.

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Practice makes perfect.....
But nobody's perfect......
so why practice?

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If it's true that we are here to help others,
then what exactly are the others here for?

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Since light travels faster than sound,
people appear bright until you hear them speak.

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How come 'abbreviated' is such a long word?

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Money is not everything.
There's Mastercard & Visa.

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One should love animals.
They are so tasty.

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Behind every successful man, there is a woman
And behind every unsuccessful man, there are two.

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Every man should marry.
After all, happiness is not the only thing in
life.

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The wise never marry.
and when they marry they become otherwise.

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Success is a relative term.
It brings so many relatives.

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Never put off the work till tomorrow
what you can put off today.

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'Your future depends on your dreams'
So go to sleep

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There should be a better way to start a day
Than waking up every morning

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'Hard work never killed anybody'
But why take the risk

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'Work fascinates me'
I can look at it for hours

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God made relatives;
Thank God we can choose our friends.

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The more you learn, the more you know,
The more you know, the more you forget
The more you forget, the less you know
So.. why learn.

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A bus station is where a bus stops..

A train station is where a train stops.

On my desk, I have a work station....
what more can I say........

2010-03-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

1. Losing all your friends
Man comes home, finds his wife with his friend in bed .
He shoots his friend and kills him.
Wife says 'If you behave like this, you will lose ALL your friends.'

2. Brother wanted
A small boy wrote to Santa Claus,'send me a brother'...
Santa wrote back, 'SEND ME YOUR MOTHER'....

3. Meaning of WIFE
Husband asks, 'Do you know the meaning of WIFE? It means 'Without Information Fighting Everytime'!'
Wife replies, 'No, it means 'With Idiot For Ever'!!!'

4. Importance of a period
Teacher: 'Do you know the importance of a period?'
Kid: 'Yeah, once my sister said she has missed one, my mom fainted, dad got a heart attack & our driver ran away.'

5. Confident vs. confidential
A young boy asks his Dad, 'What is the difference between confident and confidential?'
Dad says, 'You are my son, I'm confident about that. Your friend over there, is also my son, that's confidential!'

6. Anger management?
Husband: 'When I get mad at you, you never fight back. How do you control your anger?'
Wife: 'I clean the toilet.'
Husband: 'How does that help?'
Wife: 'I use your toothbrush.'

2010-03-05T14:28:00.003+08:00

recently busy meeting friends
on tue night, meet sook yen & yong seng to north point eat kfc then go compass point chit-chat.
on wed night, go airport, baby teo kor kor flying.. byebye~~farewell =))
ytd meet luxuan again for prawning, so happy & excited.
After that xiao wu gui come fetch us go makan @ yishun area.

waiting for baby teo as he is still sleeping like a pig.. hAHa
later plan, i cut his hair later then we go salon cut his hair again then proceed to his friend shop buy mobile. my advance birthday gift from my lovely baby teo =))

what a busy month =)) march , my bdae month.. yeah

blogging in a rush =))

2010-03-01T23:40:00.001+08:00

ytd meet up with luxuan, went amk hub to eat popeyes~~
today meet up with meixuan @ bishan~~

recently baby teo very nice & sweet towards me~~ thank q baby~~ hugs + muackx = LOVE

2010-03-01T23:38:00.001+08:00

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay..

2010-02-25T02:10:00.001+08:00

2010-02-25T01:47:00.002+08:00

HApPy 2 YEARS + 1 month aNNiversary to baby teo & myself =))

today a very special day to me..

later evening time, baby teo family member going to meet my family member for dinner..

sound so frighting, excited + happy..

actually just a simple dinner gathering together.

but this is the first time, everyone sitting together makan..

sound weird, look weird, and yet is just a simple gathering dinner..

i got this kinda of funny funny feeling, why arx?? Can someone tell me??

this is not the first time i in a relationship, but yet this is the first time both family sitting together having dinner..!!

没什么好怕~~ ^-^

2010-02-21T15:47:00.002+08:00

Em.. didnt know someone can actually share the same thought, same feeling with me.
Having same date, same month, same year, same birthday with me.
A sweet girl I know not long. She is much pretty than me. A clever girl I envy. =))

She seem as emo as i do from what i read her blog. So much thought after i read.
Wonder will we become good friend??

today suppose to have steamboat @ good friend house, but end up cancel.
She going to fly soon. Dun know when can have celebration for xuan, yu & myself birthday..!!??

So much thought recently~~ Getting lazier each day..

I hope this year will be a better year.. =))

2010-02-10T22:40:00.002+08:00

我会记得-庄惟翔

听众接听贴近的疑问
黑夜里会不会出现彩虹的颜色
谁说这遐想绝对不可能
牵着你的手下一秒渐渐就发生
生活里会遇到许多波折
就像我们的小旧画在逆流的河
谢谢你改变了我的人生
我爱你
在我们的每一段路程
我会记得你和我约定终生的情歌
傻傻的你不由自主的跟着我哼
命运拉紧我们
这就是缘分
所以我愿意为你守候一生
我不舍得
你对我说再见的那一刻
现在的我只是想要简单的快乐
看见你微笑了
我也满足了
别问我爱你有多深有几分
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

2010-02-09T00:05:00.005+08:00

Hello people.. :))
Recently a-lot of things happen .. good & bad thing ..
anyway.. hopefully after cny.. everything will be fine..

just want to say.. thank q for sharing your little secret with me.. wee wee~~

2010-02-05T18:21:00.001+08:00

2010-01-09T22:56:00.007+08:00

2010-01-09T21:59:00.001+08:00

这次我走开再没有话要说出来
我不想再期待走下去还能多精彩
我不了解你怎能心安
也抓不住你的倔强
可是我知道你你为什么说谎
你说你还在一分一秒也没走开
我想留在这里可是这一切已太晚
我不能再像从前一样
为我们的明天疯狂
你不必解释你为什么说谎
你不能说我没有爱过说我没等过难过
我也想说也许能重来我却还是沉默
你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失爱
而我的泪怎么就流下来

2010-01-01T20:16:00.003+08:00

happy new year to everyone.. =))

actually in fact i wasnt very happy.. no new year mood..
on wed.. after work i went to good friend house immediately cos i know she was sad recently..but unexpected.. she dun need my accompany at all..
i dun know will you be reading this.. but just feel like saying thing that kept in my heart..
i was very tired recently.. even though i still thought of accompany you.. knowing you feeling sad..but end up affected by you.. well.. not angry but just feeling upset.. my purpose of going your house is to accompany you to make u feel that u are not alone.. but end up i am left alone & unwanted.. staying at good friend house til next day.. but early morning.. u disappear again..
again i am left alone & unwanted.. finally i left your house when i realize you dun need me at all..
i not jealous or angry.. but still feeling upset about it.. worse you didnt even wanted to explain or say anything at all when u see me.. what u did was only a sms by saying sorry then follow by full-stop .. a end of conversation.

anyway.. guess u already ok with her..!! what u need not me but her.. so guess when u need me then u text me to let me know.. if not.. i dun know what to do..
to look u up or not.. decision is not me.. cos i dun want to look u up but end up i left alone again.. please be fair to me too kies.. thank...

if u happen to read this.. please text me if u need me.. or still wanted this friendship to keep going... or else i dun know should i or should not to look u up.. thank..

anyway.. my 2010 wishes was to grow fatter & taller.. having a stable high salary job.. having more time with baby teo.. being baby teo best girlfriend.. so on n on....

keep going.. jia you..

a brand new year.. a year with hope & peace.. =))

2009-12-28T00:26:00.001+08:00

戲中的珊珊是個天生漂亮，但智商就不是很高的女孩。
（但，我們女生談起戀愛時誰又高智商？）
17歲的珊珊最愛向日葵，
因為母親稱她為向日葵，
永遠都會向著陽光。

珊珊不擅長別離，
所以跟人告別時只說“再見”，
因為她知道，一旦說了“拜拜“，
對方就會永遠消失。

母親不斷地交代她不準愛上任何人。
偏偏珊珊卻愛上一個性格孤僻，
對前途毫無頭緒，
卻對畫“向日葵“的梵高崇拜的19歲男生。

男生因珊珊美麗善良，
忍不住愛上了她。
卻漸漸又因珊珊太過美麗善良，
開始覺得辛苦。
於是他決定履行和珊珊的“向日葵的約定“，
帶她到一個擁有一片“向日葵的海“的地方。

到了“向日葵海“，
單純得像個10歲小孩的珊珊，
似乎早已了解男友此行的目地。

於是她揮了揮手，
說了一聲….

聽完了故事，
我腦袋裡就響起了芝麻的一首曲子。
填填寫寫後，
就成了這首《受保護》

注：在愛情裡，沒有所謂的聰不聰明。

Verse 1
心疼你一臉無能為力
你最不擅長演戲
反讓我更愛你

誠實，有時是最殘忍的善良。
反之，謊言讓人還有路可退。

Verse 2
心領了你的小心翼翼
是怕我會委屈
傻瓜別怪自己

誠實，有時也是最善良的殘忍。
心很痛，卻可很快就死亡。

Prechorus
有你深愛過的我
有甚麼事談不妥
乖聽我說
過你要的生活

在善意地分手時，女生往往總是那個比較理智、堅強的一個。

Chorus
我們其中一個幸福
好過兩人都不知足

老套、管用，卻往往最真實的一句話。

你懂我最愛哭
眼淚並不表示我怕孤獨（很無助）

這句話是在寫我和芝麻，
都是堅強的大哭包。哈哈。

這一刻最大的幸福
是錯下去前說不

想像，痛苦地愛著一個不愛你的人，
像不像被卡車拖著，
遍體鱗傷，司機卻聽不到你喊停？
能在傷更重之前停下，
病態地說，
真的是一種幸福。

分離不苦這不算苦
不要想著彌補

男人雖提出分手的愧疚感，
往往比失去一段感情的失落感更重。
彌補，是為了讓自己更好過。

我不是個孩子
無須再受保護

這是我一個親身體驗。
只是，說“無須再受保護“這句話的，
是一個男生。
高二時有個男生，
每天等我上課，
每天送我回家。
卻在我代表華初參加全國歌曲創作比賽
榮獲全國冠軍後，
留給我一張紙條。
上面寫著：
“你再也不需要受我的保護了。“
………………….

ok,
回到劇情，
Verse3
別以為我的心像瓷器
心碎並不是委屈
是成長的必須

珊珊其實知道自己是不會長大的，
依然這麼說。

Verse4
別小看這一路的回憶
它會開成感激
給我存在意義

這是珊珊腦子裡說不出的感激，
雖然她知道，這是路的盡頭了。

Bridge
不要感觸
不要反覆不要反顧
不要愛她吞吞吐吐
女生最恨戀人還想保護
上一段追逐

這是我好多朋友的心聲。
談一段新的戀愛，
最怕的不是性格不合，
而是男生對前女友還放不下。
剪不斷，理還亂。

Ending
我因為愛了你無須再受保護

愛情，令人在脆弱時，也讓人強悍。
這，就是人與生俱來的康復係統。

2009-12-27T23:17:00.009+08:00

no christmas eve mood...
no Christmas mood...

meeting fishy ytd.. watched alvin and the chipmunks 2 at plaza singapura til late night..
me & fishy got lot of up & down.. now good friends again.. soooo happy.... =)
hi people...i got my friends back... i not a loner anymore.... =))
but sad to said... fishy wasnt as happy as she used to be... when can i see my cheerful fishy again... i wonder??

oh my god.. i just watch finish 《向日葵的约定》.. so nice...why they never together... sad sia... =((

lao tian ye arx... please let me get a new job.. a high salary..
hao fan o.....

photo shall do the talk... i am tired... zZz... yawnx...

2009-12-24T12:28:00.002+08:00

wonder what you guys doing now??
Christmas eve.. i am bored.. waiting for baby to off work.. No celebration at all..
a lonely christmas.. but guess i am much better..
at least i dun need to sell matches outside nowadays..

hopefully.. 2010 a better year ahead.. with a brand new job..with a high salary.. can i??
seriously.. i need a new office job..i wanted a stable job too..can i??
still searching for it..please..get me out of this kinda of life..
i am bored... =((

2009-12-12T20:15:00.000+08:00

(宏)黑夜渗透了想念
偷不走微光闪现的千种画面
我背着伤痛离开
孤单拖着记忆支离破碎
(欣)原以为不会改变
眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉
(合)我的心挣脱了爱
跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋

(合)为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后
为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动

(欣)原以为不会改变
眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉
(合)我的心挣脱了爱
跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋

(合)为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后
为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动

(宏)慢慢远离的梦
(欣)渐渐冷却冰封
(合)心痛都当初相遇的心动

2009-12-09T21:05:00.003+08:00

why seem like i alway in the wrong??
why cant you just think of how i feel??
wth is this??
what bull-shit??family..!!friends..!!all is just a word..who really care??
i hate all this...!!!
can i deserve something better?
fuxxxxxxxxxxxxking moody.........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate you....you.....you.....you.....
hate this current job.....nothing seem to be smooth at allll..................wtf!!!!!!!!

can someone get me out of this life....please!!!!
got any job to intro.... anyone....??

2009-12-03T00:19:00.002+08:00

i just return home few minutes ago.. after watching movie 2012 with uncle danny.. :))
very sleepy.. not enough sleep.. =((
recently meet uncle danny very often.. accompany him eat dinner..
today accompany him watch movie due to nobody free to watch with him..
i am nice enough to accompany him since i tml no need to work.. =))
Josephine Lim suppose to join us... but last minutes put aeroplane.. sad...

starting quite angry cos uncle danny alway ask me out n yet he always late.. some-more for hours.. trying to test my patient.. but dun know why see him.. dun know how to angry liao..
he alway look so guilty + innocent face..
anyway the movie was quite nice..

yawnxxx... very sleepy...cannot tahan liao... waiting for baby teo to off work... :))

night everyone....

2009-11-25T22:15:00.003+08:00

happy 1 year + 10 month anniversary to mr baby teo.. =))
happy belated birthday to baby teo & neo bee leng.. :))

i am back.. everyone..
hello.. reader..

i love thailand.. shop, shop & shop..
bai yoke hotel.. wow...wwwwwwwwoooooooooooooooooowwwwwww

photo speaks... =))))

more photo will be up in facebook.. :))

2009-11-15T23:48:00.002+08:00

today work super bored.. very sleepy.. yawnx...
wear high heels til leg pain pain, some-more buy mobile phone ( samsung omnia 2 ) for baby teo
birthday present.. walk a-lot.. blur blur sotong de wo walk here & there.. lost my way..
anyway have a hard day today.. yawnz.. very sleepy..
just want to see you smile.. i am very contented.. =))

anyway thank danny for your accompany.. although u keep making fun of me.. laugh at me..

2009-11-12T22:27:00.008+08:00

what a bad day~~!!

today work wasn't very smooth!! @_@

everyone seem having a bad mood, then take me out for anger.. wth?!

haiix.. forget it.. anyway.. baby teo & friends have already cheer me up... thank~~

on 8th November, i gather with Teck Ghee Primary School friends for dinner @

Dian Xiao Er then proceed to dun know where de play-ground to chit-chat..

Dun know why got this kinda of weird weird feeling but overall was ok..

emmmm.... counting down days to Thailand with baby teo..

happppppppppppppppppyy=))

photo help to do the talk..... =))))

2009-11-06T01:07:00.003+08:00

November is a month of gathering..

today meet [ qiang qiang ; bee leng ] & Chris @ Khatib kopitiam eat dinner.. =))
actually our plan was meeting @ Causeway point, then change to North point.. end up meeting @ Khatib.. Been sooooo long never see her liao.. Although she just staying opp my block.. but both of us very busy.. uhhh...

This coming sunday meeting my primary school friend.. Thank to Facebook..
Been for many many many years since i left my primary school.. almost forget all my primary school friend.. but thank to Facebook.. we gather together again...... =))

November birthday month.......

Happy Birthday In Advance to qiang qiang & baby........

Happy Belated Birthday to Wei Qiang Papa & Sara Khoo.......

Although I know all of you not viewing my blog... [ some I never give them my blog link also ]

This blog actually mostly is for my own self to read... a place where i write my diary...... =(( & :))

2009-11-06T00:59:00.002+08:00

日子总是让人漠视了感情
让人容易忘记身边的你就在心里
身活忙忙碌碌麻醉了自己
让人无法看清身边的一切多美丽

只有听到你呼吸我入眠才能够安息
蓦然回首我觉醒多庆幸
身边拥有你

*黑夜白昼不断交替你的关心
他一直是我的推动力

纵然那

2009-11-01T21:38:00.007+08:00

两种老公 ; 两种人生‏

老公1
她：“老公。帮我接杯水呗。”
他：“石头剪子布。谁输了谁去。”
她：“算了。我自己去吧。”

老公2
他们坐在一起看韩剧。她起身。他问“干吗起身？”
她：“去接杯水。”
他：“你坐这看吧。我去给你接。”

[女人多可怜。她对男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”。
你可以什么都没有。只要你疼她。

她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你。]

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老公1
他晚上下班。给她打电话“宝贝儿。我晚上和朋友出去吃饭。”
她：“你不是答应我陪我逛街的吗？”
他：“改天吧！”
她默默地流泪。为什么每次都是这样？

老公2
他下班的时候打电话给她:“亲爱的。

别人给我一张奥运会的票。巴西队啊！一会儿我去看球了啊。”
她：“哦。这样啊。好吧。”
他：“怎么不高兴了？”
她：“你忘了。上周说好今天我朋友和她男朋友请我俩吃饭啊。”
他：“哎呀。对不起亲爱的。我忘记了。那我把票给别人吧。

我陪你去吃饭。”
她：“不要了。吃饭可以改天。或者你先去看。我们等你。”
他：“那不行。答应你的事情必须得做到。

再说你自己跟他俩在一起像电灯泡似的。你肯定不舒服啊”
她：“没事……”
没等她说完。他很强势的告诉她“好了。

听我的。你收拾一下。我一会儿去接你。”

[其实女人不是不懂事。只是。她需要碰上一个懂事的男人。

其实。情侣之间。是可以互相的。]

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老公1
他：“我晚上出去吃饭了啊。”
她：“几点回家？”
他：“九点之前肯定回家。”
九点半，

她：“你怎么还不回来啊？”
他：“十点。肯定回家。”
十一点。十二点。一点。两点……
后来。她不再打电话催他。

因为她知道。对于不守承诺的男人。
一切“肯定”都是“未必”。

老公2
他：“我晚上出去吃饭。九点之前肯定结束。然后我俩去看电影。”
她：“你能那么快就结束吗？”
他：“放心吧。我答应你了就一定能！”
快到九点的时候。他：“收拾一下吧。我马上就到你家了”

[信任。是在一件一件小事中建立起来的。]

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老公1
她生理期。身体不舒服。顶着疼痛洗衣服。收拾屋子。
他坐在电脑前面玩网络游戏。
她干完活。躺在床上。长出了一口气。
他看了她一眼：“宝贝儿。辛苦了！”然后转过头。继续玩他的游戏。

老公2
她生理期。很难受。起身准备洗衣服。
他拽住她：“你去床上躺着。我来！”
她：“你会做家务吗？你自己洗过衣服吗？”
他：“不会做可以学着做啊。以后你身体不舒服的时候。

我当然得独挡一面！”

[女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语。哄她几句。

她也许会给你一个微笑。但是实实在在的呵护。

她会对你一辈子的感恩。并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。]

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老公1
他说：“你是最好的。”
她问：“我哪好？”
他：“学历高。能力强。长得漂亮。对我又这么好。” 她笑了。

老公2
他：“你是我所遇到最好的女孩儿。”
她：“我哪好？”
他：“你对身边的每个人都很友善。很无私。

对人对生活总是很感恩。一个人有一颗善良的心。

会让周围的人感觉到温暖。

你是我见过最善良的女孩儿。伤害你的人都应该下地狱！”
她哭了。

[一个人。是因为你对他好。所以觉得你好。
一个人。是因为懂得你的好。所以想要对你好。
幸福的恋人。首先应该是一对彼此欣赏的知己。]

2009-10-25T23:17:00.001+08:00

HAPPY ONE YEAR + NINE MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO ME & MY BELOVED BABY TEO~~
JUST A SHORT POST.. TOO MANY DAYS NOT ENOUGH SLEEP!!!!!!!
just before our anniversary.. have a big quarrel with baby which nearly end this relationship.. but thank goodness sake baby never give up on me + our relationship.. sorry baby..
anyway just want to share me going Thailand soon.. yeah~~
first time sit aeroplane.. excited + scare..
will try to post some pic here when i am back.. provided i am free..
zZz.. yawnxx.. feeling tired.. need to have a good sleep & rest..
night.. everyone =))

2009-10-14T23:14:00.001+08:00

2009-10-09T13:02:00.001+08:00

看过你的第一眼
就离不开你一切
你不懂
这种痛
如果这是命
我甘愿去对决
你不要最后的选择是拒绝

我和他有何分别
怎比试爱的强烈
掏不空
这种痛
我不过渴望你一点的了解
爱要的是完全容不下残缺

我只要做你心里的第一
为什么你眼里却还是犹疑
没有你我只是废墟
喔
不稀罕做谁的天下第一
我只想做你心永远的唯一
能不能
有这种荣幸
抱紧你

怎湮灭
这感觉
它把我撕裂
喔

怎么解
这纠结
在爱的江湖
我不曾退怯

2009-09-30T23:44:00.015+08:00

hello readers..

i am back.. just reach home.. meet up with Hui Qian & Nu Qun!!
went K-Box together, sing + photo taking + dinner @ Sub-Way..

past few days staying @ baby house.. baby korkor, baby & me went to kovan eat beef rice, went shopping.. baby brought me OTO Power Tap, mahjong & mahjong table. So happy~~ thank baby..

shall stop here..

photo speaks..the rest of photo will be located @ face-book..

2009-09-28T00:14:00.000+08:00

你做什麼工作容易成功？，結果是你對自我要求超高

生活對你來說，是個嚴謹的課題，辦事更有一套辦法，你不會人云亦云，最適合自我創業，能完全發揮你的才華和見解，是能白手起家的優秀人才，要不然就是找個能賞識你的好老闆，你就會是匹沒人敢輕忽的千里馬。

你在哪方面有雙面人的傾向？，結果是會逼對方做個決定。

在【戀愛中】，你在情人面前和背後會是兩種嘴臉。這類型的人很喜歡戀愛的感覺，覺得談戀愛是一件非常甜蜜的事情，不過在過程中，其實他有很多情緒的起伏需要跟朋友分享，但是在另一半面前卻又裝得非常乖巧。

你最受不了朋友做什麼事？，結果是你最受不了朋友背叛你。

你覺得朋友是用來分享心情的，
因此你會把許多心裡的秘密告訴對方，認為...
那是一種友誼彌堅的最佳象徵，當你發現朋友是兩面人，
盡做一些背叛你的事時，則會立刻放棄這段友情。

2009-09-25T00:34:00.002+08:00

happy one year plus eight month anniversary..

no mood to blog.. =((

1st: baby re-service
2nd: current status: jobless
3rd: no job = no money = no power

2009-09-23T00:00:00.014+08:00

hello readers..
baby re-service.. day 1 without baby teo.. =((

ytd went to baby jiejie house for mahjong, then follow baby korkor back to Hougang..
today meet up with 杨淑燕 , Yong Seng & LoOng !!
waited for 杨淑燕 since 1plus to 3plus, finally get to c her at 3.45pm at Hougang Mall KFC..
follow by Yong Seng waited since 3plus to 5plus, finally get to c him at 5plus at Plaza Singapura. This guy trying to be funny.. keep telling us one more person joining us, but dont want tell us who's the person.. so no choice need to wait for 神秘嘉宾 again.. while waiting we accompany Yong Seng to KFC makan, he ask me for popular card and yet dare to call me aunty, just bcos i got discount card.. finally this 神秘嘉宾 [ Loong ] appear at around 6pm, then we decided to watch G-Force, now they call me aunty again, just bcos i got GV discount card. i save money for everyone, end up being called aunty.. 到底有没有天理啊?!

after movie Loong drive us back to Hougang Plaza to play pool, but only Yong Seng & Loong playing.. cos 杨淑燕 & me dun know how to play.. so pai seh~~ she accompany me to play machine outside while waiting.. entertaining ourselves~~

Last but not least, LoOng sending me back to khatib.. thank you, LoOng.. =)

Home Sweet Home
甜甜屋

here i am blogging + msn

" THE MILK CHOCOLATE MELTS IN YOUR MOUTH, NOT IN YOUR HAND "

2009-09-20T01:31:00.005+08:00

can u guess how many packets of m&m chocolate??

i actually brought 20 big packets of m&m chocolate home at one shot..
today mood swing.. i hate this feeling.. dk why i feel so bad towards baby teo.. i am so sorry..
baby ask me why i keep apologize to him and yet i dk how to tell him the reason.. i dun want to hurt him.. i love him too much.. i dun want to break his heart and yet i got that stupid naughty kinda of thinking.. baby teo.. i am so sorry.. at times i really hate myself.. for being so stupid..!! baby getting tired due to work and yet bcos of me, my selfishness make him feel extrembly tired to the extend.. and yet i always bully him.. hurting him.. the more i dun want to hurt him or lost him.. totally afraid to lost him but yet i am doing thing to hurt him or even losting him.. baby..
i am sorry.. beside saying sorry.. i really dk what to do..
baby going re-service soon again.. gonna to miss him even more.. hao xiang ni o..

there is one person i used to know long ago.. a specal person, mayb when i am small little girl i used to like him.. recently due to some reason.. i contact him again.. at first i just want to continue be friend with him, cos i feel that suddenly my life seem to be drift apart from friends.. after i manage to contact him, i realised actually we back to friend, the one i used to know.. the feeling was ok at first, but when baby teo know abt it, he feel that i flirt with this guy..
baby i am sorry..
til today msn conversion with this guy, without realizes, this guy trying to play hard to get with me, and i doing the same too.. i start to feel guilty towards baby teo.. this guy trying to make me break with baby teo and be with him by his sweet-talk, and dk why although i didnt do anything wrong, but i still feel bad & guilty toward baby by his word.. i am sorry baby teo..

finally i make decision to own up my mistake, i admit to baby, thank so much baby didnt blame me at all, and yet he still an wei wo.. ai ni o baby teo.. zhen de hen ai ni.. hai hao you ni.. muackx..

last but not least, baby i love you..
baby i am sorry.. both hand pull my ears.. =)
muackx.. hugs..

2009-09-17T19:48:00.003+08:00

last sunday baby teo brought a lappy & television @ suntec city.. super crowded..
early morning baby teo bring me to heartland mall to eat beef noodles, which once long ago my good friend family bring me there when i stay with them.. but now appearly it seem like i can only go with baby teo.. anyway.. i am sorry baby teo.. cos i dont feel well that day.. end out only eat few mouth then stop eating.. waste yr money.. sorry worx..

i resign sej8.. today 1st day work ock.. run event then quit that postition.. apply for another postition.. pending for result now.. oh no..

seem like i cant stay to a job for three month.. toopid sej8.. eat my money.. deduct my lateness.. dun want to give me my ot.. super angry.. =(

anyway.. baby teo.. wo hui jia you de.. qing ni xiang xin wo.. muackx...

2009-09-17T19:41:00.001+08:00

你给的爱带着温度

尤其拥抱时最清楚
心跳传来的起伏
像一颗跳动的暖炉
手放进口袋的温度
融化了走过的路途
冰天雪地的国度
能抱着你就很满足
谁都知道气候会变
更别说诺言
你的冬衣还留在我窗前
你的世界已经准时晴天
远方的我在夏天看雪
我的孤独慢慢冻结
在没有你的夜
给我的爱已经过了期限
而我的心在夏天下雪
明明寒冬已经很远
我还是无法结束这冬眠
我的世界乱了季节
赤道居然会飘着雪
热带雨林的原野
看起来白茫茫一片
回忆在我心中积雪
连日出也无法溶解
应该流汗的夏天
可是却一直流眼泪
没有你的夜

2009-09-12T02:12:00.001+08:00

因为你, 我才知道什么是幸福.!

I LOVE YOU..

2009-09-07T18:39:00.000+08:00

我曾经以为你就是我的唯一
不过没有你,原来我也可以过得很好.

有没有你已经不重要.. 再见了. 放不下的过去..!!

Uh, yeah you can do it

I didn't give a damn what you say to me
I don't really care what you think of me
Cus either way you're gonna think what you believe
There's nothing you could say that would hurt me

I'm better off without you anyway
I thought it would be hard but I'm ok
I don't need you if you're gonna be that way
Because with me, it's all or nothing

I'm sick of this shit, don't deny
You're a waste of time
I'm sick of this shit, don't ask why

I hate you now
So go away from me
You're gone, so long
I can do better, I can do better
Hey, hey you
I found myself again
That's why you're gone
I can do better, I can do better

You're so full of it
I can't stand the way you act
I just can't comprehend
I don't think that you can handle it
I'm way over, over it

I will drink as much lemoncello as I can
And I'll do again and again
I don't really care what you have to say
Cus you know, you know you're nothing

(I'm so sick)
I'm sick of your shit, don't deny
You're a waste of time
I'm sick of your shit, don't ask why

What'd you say
I told you so
You know that
Cus I always know
Get outta my face
Hey hey
You're not my taste
Hey hey
I am so
Sick of you
You wanted this(?)
I wanted you(?)
Get outta my face
Hey hey
You're not my taste
Hey hey
Hey hey
Hey hey

2009-09-06T15:07:00.001+08:00

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的
就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命

留下你错愕哭泣

我冰冷身体拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行

我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发

蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈

若有人可以让他陪你
我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得
如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气
霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力
把我忘记

2009-09-06T14:24:00.000+08:00

i dun mean to lie.. i am so sorry..

well anywAY i have left sej8.. no longer working there.. now no job.. everyone worried for mE.. i feel so bad..

i believe you.. the power of love..

bcos of you.. i know what is happiness.. =))

2009-08-27T16:31:00.000+08:00

2009-08-17T18:44:00.002+08:00

我选择把宝贵的时间留给珍惜我的人
无聊的人，只会被人已弃，对吧！！

学着放开胸怀。。

给身边的人加油。。！！

2009-08-15T22:11:00.000+08:00

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
And now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
I love peaceful melody
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i'ma saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't hesitate
No more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is yours!

2009-08-15T17:29:00.001+08:00

乌云遮蔽了天空
窗外又是阴雨时候
伞下的恋人中
不再有你我手牵手
一切过了太久

我们的十字路口

下一站是谁在等候

你我的方向盘却向着

相反的彼岸

终点还是分开

告别你我离开之后

这回忆可以保留

当初那美好的感动

你说你记住了

不为彼此难过

过各自的生活

oh baby~

你答应我的我都记得

但是你却忘了你的承诺

不是说好彼此都不再联络

谁都别再犯错

是我的固执让你难过

但是分手却也无法选择

我走了以后

你要好好生活

不要想我也别再哭了

2009-08-09T17:12:00.002+08:00

thank baby for sending me back home no matter how late..
some-more still need to send my friends back, from almost Jurong side to another 4 different places.. so sorry baby.. and thank baby.. loves you lots..
this few days baby teo keep sending my friends back after work.. all different places.. poor thing.. know you tired.. and yet i still bully you.. sayang sayang ni..

happen to saw joanna and her friend at long john silver during my break time.. after makan.. we two went Prize Station to play.. actually didnt really win without her help.. so.. thank arx.. peng you.. then win some small soft toy for her and myself.. hehe~~

ytd cried at work, kana scolded by one fxxk customer, hope she kana rob one day at street.. then murder by the robber.. work til very late.. then went to prize station again to play.. awhile later baby fetch me back..

today off.. double pay gone.. haiix.. anyway later go baby jiejie house play mahjong.. yeah~~

2009-08-03T00:07:00.003+08:00

seriously i miss all of you..
do u miss me just like how i miss you..??!!

will you be there?
when i need you?!

will you ever think of me?

miss or thinking of someone is so hurtful + painful..

pic shall do the talk..

FarA & mindy

mindy toh & mindy teo

mindy & hui ting

jolin & mindy

mindy & flore

wei quan & mindy

mindy & syasya

2009-07-30T02:24:00.000+08:00

我还在相信你太自然的谎言
以为幸福还有可能实现
你的心总有另一面我看不见
我依然把你当作是我的天
你愿意保留给我的时间在递减
你却说这和爱不爱都没有关联
我不懂我们还是不是同心圆
如果心变了怎么会不明显
你的爱早已经不同
我的心缺了一个洞
我像是失去心跳的不倒翁
动也不能动
你的爱我已经不懂
我的爱没有用
如果你问起
我假装不痛
我们的回忆弄掉了我都不敢捡
你渐渐的改变是暂时还是永远
我不懂我们还是不是同心圆
如果心变了怎么会不明显
你的爱早已经不同
我的心缺了一个洞
我像是失去心跳的不倒翁
动也不能动
你的爱我已经不懂
我的爱没有用
如果你问起
我假装不痛
你施舍的爱寂寞
让我比一无所有更难过
oh baby....
我不奢求给我一个结果
如果要走至少告诉我
你的爱早已经不同
我的心缺了一个洞
我像是失去心跳的不倒翁
动也不能动
你的爱我已经不懂
我的爱没有用
如果你问起
我假装不痛

2009-07-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

谁在悬崖沏一壶茶
温热前世的牵挂
而我在调整千年的时差
爱恨全喝下
岁月在岩石上敲打
我又留长了头发
耐心等待海岸线的变化
大雨就要下
风狠狠的刮
谁在害怕

海风一直眷恋着沙

你却错过我的年华

错过我新长的枝丫

和我的白发

蝴蝶依旧狂恋着花

错过我转世的脸颊

你还爱我吗

我等你一句话

一生行走望断天崖
最远不过是晚霞
而你今生又在哪户人家
欲语泪先下
沙滩上消失的浪花
让我慢慢想起家
曾经许下的永远又在哪
总是放不下
啊轮回的记忆在风化

我将它牢牢记下

2009-07-26T22:41:00.002+08:00

wth??!! I lost $40 buck today.. =( bye bye money..

anyway.. dk why.. she contact me ytd.. happy or sad.. i dk.. or mayb no longer got feeling..

today work, totally no mood.. dk why.. mayb boss not around..

been wanting to change my blogskin, but cant find anything i like.. why like that..??

no matter where i am.. i will always be there..

2009-07-19T00:14:00.002+08:00

i been trying to change my blog-skin for abt two week til now, but didnt manage to find one that i really like it.. haiix..

finally saw her again ytd.. the feeling was like kinda of weird.. dk why..
anyway today off, stay @ baby house the whole day doing nothing.. bored sia..

nothing much to say.. no mood..

continue next time..

2009-07-10T16:59:00.003+08:00

disappointed + sad = angry

i brought so many thing for you from genting, and yet you happily give everything away to other.. wtf??!!

my baby teo hard earn money.. you know.. some-more my baby teo ride bike still need to carry big big bag from hougang all the way to khatib, just to bring all this stuff to make u happy, and yet disappointed is what i can only say.. dun u expect me to buy anything for u next time..

what u want, one word from u.. i try my best, my way just to make u smile.. and yet rubbish is what i get..

stupid people do stupid thing
silly people do silly thing
smart people make stupid & silly people do thing for them..
why so unfair..

i really hate people like u all.. why so selfish..
为了你们自己的快乐，把痛苦建造在其他人的身上。

tml need to start work again, no more holiday.. =( no more freedom.. =(

2009-07-07T20:55:00.002+08:00

hello people or friends.. for those who been asking me why i seems m.i.a.. i will be at khatib, hougang or bishan area.. if u are at this area, msg me.. i might be suddenly pop out to meet for coffee..

just return home, went bugis shopping just now with baby teo.. very long never go shopping liao.. brought two skirt, take neo print then go la kopi with baby at starbuck then went to eat junk food jiu go home.. but still very happy.. =) i going to watch tv liao.. shall upload next time.. night.. zZz..

2009-07-05T00:23:00.003+08:00

hi people.. i am back from Genting trip..
*Jackpot party*

going to baby sister house for mahjong later.. guess today dun need to sleep again..
i look more & more like a panda now..

seriously, i guess without u people.. i am still alive.. my heart still beat..
unhappy thing very soon will be gone.. just like YOU.. =(

2009-07-01T15:49:00.001+08:00

2009-07-01T13:56:00.000+08:00

她让你憔悴许多
她让你不知所措
她的一举一动你不停的对我说
我微笑倾听你说
我却越听越心痛
怎么你说的不是我
她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候
我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我却不在你的心中逗留

我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的心动

你让我憔悴很多
你让我不知所措
你一举一动我的心被牵着走
她不经意的走过
你就把我给冷落
嫉妒把我给吞没
她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我却不在你的心中逗留

我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的心动

我知道了她哪里比我好更多
在你心中我永远不可能会让你心动
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我在你心中没有她多

2009-06-25T23:41:00.004+08:00

baby baby baby baby baby
happy one year plus five month anniversary..

been very long time nv post/blog le.. anyway.. been busy working @ Bishan.. anyone got any idea where i work as, what i work as??!!

so far only baby teo, my family member know it.. and kana spotted by soh luxuan, so end up she knew it, and i believe slowly lots of people will know it..

busy working, but very soon.. i would be on long leave.. wahaha.. dun misunderstand o, its not maternity leave , its only unpaid leave.. cos going genting with my baby teo & baby family member.. this time baby teo bro coming with us.. should be very fun..

ermm... busy work, work & work.. anyway.. really big thank to Jody.. been a great help.. =))

2009-06-14T17:03:00.000+08:00

每当我很不开心的时候

我总爱对自己说

这世界不是小小的屋檐

天空好大好远

不经过寒冬哪来梅花香

没有黎明怎么会有曙光

人生的道路崎岖或平坦

还不是要自己去承担

等待天亮期待曙光

将心中阴霾都照亮

假如全世界不再有黑暗

我的生命会不会更灿烂

谁能够只有快乐不悲伤

遇到挫折不沮丧

人生的旅途怎样多变幻

要靠自己的判断

2009-06-14T16:51:00.000+08:00

寂寞光年

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己判刑
忘了我也值得被关心
一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了，快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重
漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

2009-06-12T11:56:00.000+08:00

2009-06-04T20:25:00.004+08:00

i get the job @ bishan.. =)) a happy thing or not?? i dk.. salary getting higher than what i used to have.. =) em.. a brand new change.. =)) but the working hour is super long.. =(( 10.30 - 9pm.. six days work.. tired & busy.. anyway.. i counted as quite lucky.. =)

my luck is coming back to me.. =)

July going for holiday with baby teo family.. =)) this time round baby teo bro joining us.. =)) sure have great fun.. i hope..

getting busy.. i need more money & time... pls...

today took half day to bishan to sign appointment letter.. then spend almost 2hour there FOC training.. after the training.. i went to jean yip for hair-cut, eyebrow triming & facial.. spend a bomb there.. feeling good after that.. but very soon heartpain..

return home around 7plus.. chatting with mummy.. i change job... mummy was the 1st one very happy.. know why... cos i increase give her monthly salary also.. my salary minus give mummy.. just right enough for me to spend.. but thank goodness.. i have baby teo.. i need to start a new plan so that we can have saving for the future.. as everyone know.. i am kinda of person who dk what is saving means at all.. but now.. i really need to save..

i realised i grow up.. but at the same time..

i realised i need to lose this in order to gain that.. i know what i have lost.. [ F ] , but i gain [ L ].. & OF COS i gain lesson..

a brand new start.. new beginning.. =)

2009-06-02T20:33:00.003+08:00

好开心哦。。
连续三天打麻将。。不过，也因为这样没有去上班。。
很快我可能要去bishan 做工了。。
不过，可能因为一些原因没有在那里上班。。这么办？！

我迷上了facebook，一天到晚一直在上网。。

这几天心情开始变好，因为有你。。

2009-05-31T16:38:00.004+08:00

昨天我很开心，好久没有那么开心了。。
谢谢你，baby teo.. & baby teo' s family member..
ytd early morning went to work as usual.. after work went home straight.. then a while later went to bishan for job hunting.. 很快的我又有新工作了。。 Every-time i dun know i counted as lucky or not.. cos i often get in the job.. but due to lots of reason.. i end up wasnt very happy.. & i am stupid enough to ask for very little salary.. which actually people often ask as much as they can.. & i ask for the current one that i have.. alamak.. haiix.. anyway.. i get the job.. & very soon i need to start work without any rest.. 我好忙哦，也好累哦。。[ omg.. my work place quite alot of pretty girls, some yandao & some butch.. ] * & of cos some stupid ah lian.. *
nearly lost my baobeiix hp while i tot i bring it out.. diaox.. nowadays want to find 10cents public phone so hard.. wth?? i so kan chiong cos dun know where i left my hp, somemore need baby teo come to fetch me.. cant find him also.. but he smart enough to go my place.. so when i finally found phone to call him, he can at the same time bring me my hp.. 还好有惊无险。。waited very long for baby teo @ long john silver.. finally he reach bishan then fetch me to his place..
我越来越开心，cos after dinner, it mahjong time.. know what i actually win baby teo, baby teo's bro & baby teo's dad.. wahaha~~
when mahjong ended... supposely i tot we go sleep.. as usual.. but surprisely baby teo's bro ask us join him & baby's teo sis to jurong for PRAWNING.. another of my favourite.. both me & baby teo very sleepy but still i manage to drag baby teo to accompany me.. heehee~~

when we reach jurong side.. we start prawning for 3 hours, but after 3 hours.. we extended til dk what time.. i half awake half K.O.. then finally the person in charge took away my pit when time up, i got no choice but to look at baby teo's bro continue prawning.. while baby teo bbq for me to eat.. haha.. not to left out, his sis & sister in law awhile prawning, awhile bbq, awhile chatting etc.. after bbq.. send his sis & sister-in-law home... we home sweet home too... by the time reach baby teo home already early morning 7plus...

i immediately K.O til now the time is 4.35pm.. wahaha~~ =))

tml need to work again... need to tell my boss abt my resignation... oh no...

心情好好的开始。。=))

2009-05-26T23:44:00.002+08:00

Finally i shout out loud... i told lux how i feel few minute ago.. all the while.. i afraid of losing two of my very good buddies.. that why i often keep my feeling deep in my heart.. but just few minute ago i roughly told her that when it happen??!! the pain, the hurts & the scar??!!

in fact actually she didn't realizes... i often shock the two of them something that they didnt know all the while.. or maybe in fact.. they shock me back too...

anyway... i dk sld i let it go.. the past... wo hao fan o... really getting lost again...

who will help?? who can help???

actually i dk sld i continue to post in my blog.. recently too many thing happen.. kana bad comment/ scolded suddenly?? but still enjoy posting.. mayb for myself.. for others.. i dk... really wonder who are those supporters??

good or bad??!! everything happen for a reason..

i will overcome.. need your support..

心很烦，好无奈。。！！

=) =) =) =) ming tian hui hen hao =) =) =) =)

2009-05-26T21:31:00.001+08:00

你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变只为了进入你的世界
这情节重复了一百遍
才发现是你的心太远

你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协到头来还是误解
抱着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解不会再仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天

爱到妥协到头来还是误解
抱着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点我躲在我的世界

2009-05-25T20:49:00.013+08:00

Happy Mother's Day

today never go work again.. da yi ma come... haiix..
25th May 2009.. baby teo never work... accompany me whole day... so happy =))
shall upload some photo.. =) pain til dk what to type here.. photo shall do the talk.. =))

2009-05-24T13:58:00.002+08:00

erm... dk why again..?? my chitchat corner suddenly appear . ?? another uninvited guest?? !! or mayb the same person?? dk who the hell they are?? anyway.. i learn to take thing easy.. got no energy to fight/ or even entertain them.. so let her/him be.. got nothing to do... go people blog scold/comment around.. and i realised two of my good friend blog kana affected too... i am so sorry abt that.. ( to the two good friend.. ).. i didnt know who the hell is . , ANON and/ or anonymous?? but mayb kana cos of me.. all bo tai bo ji kana tagged also..
sad to say.. bcos at first py tot i am the one who do those bo liao comment in her blog, as ong mention (" Vance: eh bao bi. how come the IP address of mindy's is exactly the same as anonymous? ").. slowly.. i realised this person seem to be purposely pick on me... my blog, my tag, my english or everything abt me??

Honestly i am tired.. tired til i really dun want to explain or comment anything more abt it..

Hopefully.. this bo liao person STOP all this to comment or tag my good friends blog to disturb them anymore..

2009-05-17T00:19:00.003+08:00

刚才和baby teo 的家人打麻将，蛮开心的，不过，一下子又不开心了。。那是因为 baby teo tml work morning shift, then we end the game after 1 round.. then i open my lappy to play.. go facebook to do quiz.. realize i dk my friends at all nowadays??.. distance have been drift apart?? why?? i really treasure this group of friends alot.. can said they already become part of my life.. but why i got this kinda of feeling that i losing them any times?? 我做错了吗？？　我有做错吗？？we seems like two different world of people.. do they need me as their friends??

WHAT IS FRIENDS?? can anyone tell me?? one of the quiz i do in my facebook.. is very true..

你算係一個很怕寂寞的人!!

面對寂寞的方式就是趕快找朋友陪你一起聊天，看來你們家的電話費用會特別高，不然你也會是個很喜歡東看看，西看看，增加生活上的享受，這是讓你忘卻寂寞的方法！

long long time ago.. i remember i told one of my very best friends.. 朋友是拿来互相利用的，结果被她骂了一堵。。　她告诉我朋友是在你难过或开心的时候。。　一直在你的身旁陪着你的人。。　到现在我还记得。。我和这些朋友经过很多的风风雨雨。。　我真的当他们是最好的朋友。。　可是如今我却感觉好像是失去了他们？？　为什么？？　我不要，我不要。。

现在的我。。　一个人。。　好难过哦！！！！心好痛。。！！

不要做勇敢和坚强的人，好辛苦。。！！

好想以前一起玩乐的时光。。　有可能吗？？

2009-05-13T21:49:00.002+08:00

wonder am i one of those candid group??

well.. anyway.. the main reason i was here is because.. just now have some fun with baby teo.. we two try to change toilet light as this is our 1st time changing toilet light.. somemore our 1st time changing toilet light together.. haha =))

recently been thinking.. should i change job..?? no mood to work.. give up high bonus end up nothing gain in the end??!!

life seem up & down.. wonder what did i learn in the past?? seem like i didnt learn any lesson..

ming tian hui gen hao =))

jia you ooooo....

2009-05-12T18:44:00.002+08:00

em... at first i was so sad & of cos angry whenever i read passerby msg in my chitchat corner.. =(
but honestly speaking.. thank to her/him.. i reailse so many reader 为我打抱不平.. 真的让我很感动，原来身边还有那么多关心我的人。。
在这，我真心得谢谢你们。。

i admit my English wasn't very good.. but i believe..
so what you are rich or your English very good.. good to scold/critisize me in my tagboard.. dont u feel that u r not welcome here.. worse dare to scold/critisize me but dont dare to put yr name.. haiix..what a shame =(

dk why.. strongly got a feeling i know this passerby.. hopefully i am wrong..!!
why this passerby seem like purposely pick on me??!! what wrong with this person..??
is she/he jealous i got a nice boyfriend.. that why she/he help baby to scold/ critisize me??

but i know baby wont do that.. =)

dont passerby feel shame when she/he purposely just to tag me to scold/critisize me or maybe others also when she/he got nothing to do.. feel sad for this kinda of people..

BE NICE TO ME.. & I WILL BE NICE TO U TOO... =))

once again.. thank to those.. who been supportive.. and doesn't affected by those nonsense..

A BIG THANK & BIG HUG FROM ME TO U =))

当然我没有忘记你，一直在我身旁陪着我的babyteo.. =)) 辛苦你了 =))

2009-05-09T13:32:00.002+08:00

em... dk why.. my blog suddenly appear passerby & fact?? to me a uninvited guest ba.. as they dk the truth.. just in case.. mayb my post really make u think that i still hanging some feeling toward bong.. i cant explain the feeling towards bong.. but what i can sae is the person i in love now is baby teo.. just to avoid some 没有必要的误会.. what i can say is i got a very understanding bf that he know & understand my post de meaning.. so i dont think there is a need for me to explain more to 还我清白.. but what i really mind is i got a feel that this passerby & fact is someone i know.. but why dont she/he just to state down their name.. view & tag my chitchat corner.. just to say something wasnt sound good toward me?? anyway thank for those who loyal view my blog & tag me to let me know u r there.. 我不知道那天和 bong 讲电话，到底是好还是坏。。很多误会已经解释，可是却有很多没有必要的麻烦。。？？！！

我真的好累好累..

2009-05-03T19:43:00.001+08:00

2009-05-03T19:10:00.001+08:00

ytd suppose wanted to meet bong & yu de.. but end up play mahjong with baby, baby de kor kor & baby de papa.. fun fun fun~~ soo happy... although keep losing.. haha~~

i dk who is passerby?? but bo tai bo ji kana scolded.. haiix.. this person must be got nothing better to do.. haiix.. thank goodness baby teo de an wei..